Wednesday, February 28, 2007
The weather may be bad, but rain or shine, my care will not be weathered. This promise holds true to all my friends out there. So, when you are down or simply want to chat, i'm always around for you! In effect, i'm nearly able to be physically there for you guys now as my EOY exams are finally over. So no matter, cheer up! I love you all!
Just heard a terrible news from my mum; a relative of mine is confirmed to be down with the last stage of a type of cancer, and another is down with a stroke. It's sad to hear, even though i'm not close to them at all. I pray that heaven above let them leave these planet of worries peacefully.
Being alive and healthy is really a big blessing bestowed upon us. I will definitely treasure the people around me. I know that to regret only after loosing will be a pain beyond our imagination. I hope i will not have to experience that. I really wish that in time to come i can overcome the struggle within my heart now and tell that special someone my feelings. I don't know how long i'll take..maybe by then she'll already be with a guy she lovees, then i'll just burry the feelings like i did back then. For now, i'm contented to just be friends.
Anyway, I was a little zui ba yang and ate more new year goodies these few days despite the quota i set for myself - No Heaty Food Until After Concert. Therefore, i'm down with a little soar thraot now. Please let me recover before Friday.
Tomorrow will be my first time going to the backstage of durian. Wonder how it'd be like? Seriously, i think i'l get lost somewhere. Haha.
Alright, my plans for this holiday is:
>to meet up with c, yyand jac for K.
>to learn blading from chris; wonder if c or other pp will join us?
>make-up for my CYA duties on 5/6/19/20 of march 'fixed income: $40'
>to work at ritz for at least 20 days. Counting this sun and next thu and fri, i will need to book another 17 more days out of my 7-weeks holiday. 'target income: $800'
>to go K on 7th march with zw, wl, w, yc, d. 'budget is $20+'
>to go malaysia to shop (probably in april so need to save up first 'budget is S$100') "anybody need me to help them buy anything?"
>to meet up with NDP'04 leaders '$20 budget'
>to send off my 2nd best friend -cs, on 13th april into tekong.
>to buy a walkman and 2 mp3 players (one for my younger brother..shhhh it's a surprise). Oh dear, i'm going to spend a lot!
>to attend my 1H11 class chalet 'my quota; to not spend more than $30 for this chalet.'
>pay my bills
>save $200 for school reopen use
Guess that's for now. ciao
for that minute, everything froze.
my heart seemed to stop beating,
and my brain mulfuntioned; i thought a miracle happened.
a forbidden reverie
Ang Woon Jiun (Abel) wishing for the STAR at 2/28/2007 10:35:00 PM
