Monday, March 05, 2007
I feel so freaked out by some of my friends when they told me everything i typed on my blog. Really didn't expect anyone else whom i did not give my blog add to view. Nonetheless it isn't really a bad news. nothing
Yesterday first day go back Ritz after my long self imposed 2 week examination leave. Wah! i chiong from morning 9am - 2am. My legs have gone all stiff and back is cracking lah. That's the feedback you get after MIA for so long. The reward was i got to work with my buddies! Long time no see man; my Ritz family. must
Whoa, but morning was really quite shag. My cranky manager Boon assigned me to set up an entire Luncheon Meeting Room all by myself. Imagine the stress! Then, afterwards, the lunch was running at the pace of 8 course chinese lunch to be completed within an hour! Total madness!! Ahyeeee. That meant that each course i had to pick-up, portion, serve, clear within about 7-8min. To add on, later in the noon, me and houseman Song Yuan had to set up the entire M floor! It was fun though, that's why i am not intending to leave Ritz for at least till i graduate. I like the environment and my colleages. happen
Friday and Saturday's performance at durian was pretty fun. Think i gave my best. It's sad though i think i have not intergrated into consort. Maybe i'm too anti-social. Got to work on being more sociable perhaps. to
Anyway, these few days i've tried to do a review on my EOY, and my conclusion:
Alligators have swam away. Think i'll be rearing bulls and cats instead. So yar, you get the idea. you
Think this holiday is going to be quite empty for me after all. Everyone is so busy that i think there might not be outings to meet up. Guess i'll just drown myself in work and other activities if there even is. Really sad. i
i thought you said we could meet?
... want
Ok thanks to that someone who returned me my things. I'll get the disc burned soon. to
I'm in no mood to blog, but in no mood to do anything else either. just having this empty and lost feeling. Why am i always so helpless? ..all i can do rattle whatever i feel.. be
I'm suppose to make my way down to ZHSS choir now, but i guess i'll pass. In the end i might bring the wrong impression to him and sour our friendship. Being helpful can be wrong too... i've learnt that. your
where do i go from here on?
I don't know my directions suddenly. I've realised that school days are better than holidays somehow. At least i have things to pre-occupy my mind. Nowadays i think and simply think too much! Humans like myself are just so contradictory. Sometimes we know what we want, but we refuse to act on it. We let it pass. Why? wings
i fear to know the answer
But i know I love you
Ang Woon Jiun (Abel) wishing for the STAR at 3/05/2007 01:59:00 PM
