Thursday, March 15, 2007
I've said this many times. I'll say it once more.
Treasure what you have now, because you never know what will happen the very next moment. Love those you care for and love them with all your heart. Once some things are lost, they will never return. At least, i know the day which i can call family is over; for it will be a broken one, never whole again.
I love my friends and everyone whom i have a bond with. Trust me, every single one of you mean so much to me. I didn't spell these out just because my family broke up. I meant it from the very day we forged the bond. To me, that is my heartfelt feelings.
If Woon Wei, you are reading this, i just want to tell you that as your brother, i've done what i could to help render the best situation despite this irreversible change. It may not be enough, but i tried. I hope you truly treasure your chance to study. I hope that you would not go astray because of our parents. You know you can always count on me. If you face difficulties in studies, i could try my best to help you. If you had problems you could turn to me and i'll see what i can do for you. I won't spoon feed you, but i would be there for you. That is if you wish to turn to me.
I'm rather worried for my grandmother as well. I'm afraid she may not be able to cope from this blow. She kept blaming herself evn until awhile ago. How i wish i could just hug her and sing into her ears to comfort her torn soul. I feel really sad for her as she shared with me her stories. I deeply felt her sorrows and i mst say what ever set backs people nowadays face are sometimes really minor yet we blow it up as if it's so big. My grandmother had silently bear a bottomless pit of despair. I'm put to shame.
Personally, i confess i gave up hope some where on this exhausting journey. If i hadn't given up and persevered things may not have turned out this way. I admit i only came back too late. Walking till this stage, there's no point blaming anyone anymore, but i'm disappointed to say it could be highly because of you. I was weak, sorry.
Henceforth, i will become strong again. I will. To my parents, though i doubt you two will be reading this, stay happy ya? Live moves on and even though as partners you two failed to be, strangers, need not be too. I can't live with both since i'm a single entity. So i'll visit mom when i have time, or you could come visit us if you have time. Yup, i pray that the future holds a more rewarding experience than what we think. Let's all just remembers the good memories we had together as a family and forget those tragic pass.
On a lighter note, the following are my results:
-Principles of Management: C+
-F&B Fundamentals: B+
-Communicaion Skills 2: B
-Macroeconomics: A
-Hospitality & Tourism Marketing: B
-Introduction to Perspective on China: B+
-Sociology: C
Though i did not do as well for the final exams which is why my this semester's grade fell a fair bit, but i'm still glad i improved quite a fair bit as compared to last semester. Therefore, my cumulative GPA is now 2.89 =)
It is Christopher's birthday. Time flies and in an instant he's no more the secondary two short pants innocent guy. You are already 16 and i'm really fortunate to have met you along this road of life. May God bless you! See ya in a few hours time.
Oyasumi nasai mina-san. Otaijini!
Ang Woon Jiun (Abel) wishing for the STAR at 3/15/2007 01:05:00 AM
